Fear is no good feeling. It ravages you in a way that you can’t explain. It makes what exists a harder reality. It eats you and it toys you around. It makes what could have potentially been good, a living disaster. Fear is an enemy and you can be sucked deep into it as quick as anything.
I know right now that fear has taken hold. I just wish I could breathe a sigh of air, to get all these bad, worrisome feelings out and have some assurance. But nothing can be assured right now. I want comfort and the hope to bring in the thing that is not existing right now.
I feel like life is gonna get worse. It’s just like one of those times where you don’t understand how depressing life is until you pull through that moment. And I feel like I am seeping into the darkness, deeper and deeper. Not coming out of it. I feel like God has ridiculed me.
